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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

What Do I Want Really?


I have never been this excited. It feels that I just had an epiphany. The kind of life episodes that you never get to experience all the time. Sort of an AHA moment.

The question now is what do I really want my life to be? What are my goals? And how would I be able to achieve them?

I belive there is a need to categorize them: short term and long term. The ones that can be achieved easily and can be dealt with right away, and those that needs time to achieve. Those that needs some patience, a whole lot of patience actually, before one would be able to realize that such dream is already in their midst. That they are already living that reality.

Since I am just on the first page of such a lofty endeavor, I think i have to identify now what those dreams are and categorize them.

Short Term

1. To give my best in the call center industry. This is my second try and should not be that difficult already. Infact, I should never waste this opportunity again because its knock may not be as loud, or that they maybe no more knowck at all in the future.
2. Take care of my self, in body, mind, and soul. The Holistic aproach so to speak.
3. Be able to turn-on my airconditioning unit again. After my first pay.
4. Be able to pay for power bill.




Long Term

1. Roof Painting
2. Set aside for new wardrobe next year.
3. Provide for family gatherings.
4. Pay mom!
4. Travel to Europe.

This is gonna be my list for now. I will just add to it as I go along....

Something Has To Change

Life is indeed very mysterious. One moment you would just be contented with what you have, and the next, you would be yearning for something that you don't even know what. At least that is the case with me. For the longest time, i have just been wallowing in the sea of uncertainty. I was not aware actually where my life would lead me, and for the most part, i had just been satisfied with that. I took things in a way that could be likened to a person who is happy-go-lucky, without giving much regard to the consequences that action would cost me in the future. I would just go on and do something without thinking how it would affect me in the future. Such care-free soul I have, and not in a good way.

What has got me to think about this is the fact that I would be turning a year older next month and yet, I haven't accomplished anything yet. People of my age should already have built a career and a nice nest set aside that would be able to sustain him should he wish to take a breather or two in his life.

Well, I certainly did that, the part where the taking of breather is concerned. I did just that. Given that I was no longer happy with my job in the bank, I should have taken into consideration that I don't have savings that I could use for my sabbatical. Instead, I just went on with my plan to rest for a while but the reality is, I was actually running away from my responsibility my job has poised on me. The reality is, I was just afraid and too lazy to handle such responsibility. Blame it to laziness really. Pure laziness.

I did not even think that I would be unfair to my parents becuase they have to take care of me again now that I am back to square one. Just is the case right now. I am so back to zero. I still even have to pay back my mom the amount I squandered in Dubai. I am that stupid and lazy, and now I realize that something has to change if I want to turn my life around.

On how I would do that, I still don't know yet. I still have a long way to go, and I would ceratainly need all the help I could get to be able to turn my life to the better.

What I am actually thinking right now is to start with a plan. I need to plan my life so as to have a better sense of how I look at it and what the future would look like. I realize now, that it is what is lacking in my life. I don't plan at all. I just go through life, day in and day out, without putting a set of goals that should have been my guide as I traverse this journey.

This is it....

Time to hatch a plan...

This is the beginning.

Of a new ME....

Saturday, April 23, 2011

What's On My Mind

Right now, I am worried that I have wasted so much of my time. First off, I just realized that when I resigned from my job way back in 2009, was a mistake. When I thought that I should take a breather, to rest for a bit, and think of something else to do, I realized now that I should have not done that. I shouldn't have stopped from working. I am a workaholic and I have been working for 11 years or so, non stop. Back then, I was told by my colleagues that the idea of resigning is not a good move. That it will just lead jumping from one employer to another. And that is what is actually happening with me right now. Everytime I feel that something is difficult, I would just stop and say that I don't want it anymore. I would just run off, scared and just give up. I don't know what has become of me. I don't know anymore if something inside of me has changed that it would now be easy for me to give up and run away from responsibilities. I know that this is not right. I know that I just have to find it within myself the traits that i need to harness to keep back on track. I guess, it is also about time that i should go back to God. To have a better relationship with the one obove.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

I have been worryin. again. I thouhgt i have been through this stage in my life where one should worry about things. I guess, in my side, or on my life, it will never end. I know that having to worry about anything in this life is counter productive, but I just can't get it out of my system. It's as though I am born to do this, to be worrisome about just anything in my life.

What am i worrying about this time? Well, here I am again, starting over with the idea that I will do good in a call center environmnet. I was already there last year, in fact, i was about to go to my first day of being on the floor to finally take calls. But what did i do? I fled from the scene. Right there and then I told myself that I can't make it. I was afraid to talk to the person on the other end of the phone. Afraid that I may not be able to help him. The thing is, deep inside of me, there is still a need to equip myself with even the basic knowledge even taking a call for that matter, let olone being able to help the callers with their in their computer units.

I don't want to blame the company either for not having to train me that much. I think they did their part, and the amount of time that they have given us to learn stuff is right about enough to equip us with the basic knowledge, but i don't really know what happened with me, I just seemed to have problem learning new things that they stuff in our brains.

I know deep inside that I am capable of handling calls. But everytime i hear the phone ring, I get excited and freeze at the very moment of knowing that the call is for me. I guess, I just have so many things that play in my mind. What if I will not be able to address their needs. What if I will not be able to get what they really want. What if they would not be satisfied with the way I handle them. What if the company that I am working with finds out that I did bad with the way i handled my client. What if they will not be satifisfied with my talent. That is really something that has me worried. I have worried about it when I was still in the industry and while I was still taking my training. And now that I am back again the very same industry that has got me worried, it has got me worried again, that I would become a worry-freak some more.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

The First Principle In The Science of Getting Rich

Thought is the only power which can produce tangible riches from the formless substance. The stuff from which all things are made is a substance which thinks, and a thought of form in this substance produces the form.

Original substance moves accrding to its thoughts; every form and process you see in nature is the visible expression of a thought in original substance. As th formless stuff thinks of a form, it takes that form; as it thinks of a motion, it makes that motion. That is the way all things are created.

We live in a thought world, which is part of thought universe. The thought of a moving universe extended throughout formless substance, and the thinking stuff - moving according to that thought - took the form of systems of planets, and maintains that form. Thinking substance takes the form of its thought, and moves according to the thought.

Holding the idea of a circling system of suns and worlds, it takes the form of these bodies, and moves them as it thinks. Thinking the form of a slow-growing oak tree, it moves accrdingly, and produces the tree, though centuries may be required to do the work. In creating, the formless seems to move according to the lines of motion it has established. In other words, the thought of an oak tree does not cause the instant formation of a full-grown tree, but it does start in motion the forces which will produce the tree, along established lines of growth.

Every thought of form, held in thinkking substance, causes the creation of the form, but always, or at least generally, along lines of growth and action already established.

The thought of a house of a certain construction, if it were impressed upon formless substance, might not cause the instant formation of the house, but it would cause the turning of creative energies already working in trade and commerce into such chanels as to result in the speedy building of the house. And if there were no existing channels through which the creative energy could work, then the house would be formed directly from primal substance, without waiting for the slow processesof the organic and inorganic world.

No thought of form can be impressed upon original substance without causing the creation of the form.

A person is a thinking center and can originate thought. All the forms that person fashionss with his hands must first exist in his thought. He cannot shape a thing until hhe has thought that thing.

So far, humankind has confined its efforts wholly to the work of its hands, applying manual labor to the world of forms and seeking to change or modify those already existing. Humankind has never thought of trying to cause the creation of new forms by impressing thought upon formless substance.

When a person has a thought-form, he takes material from the forms of nature and makes an image of the form which is in his mind. People have, so far made little or no effort to cooperate with formless intelligence - to work "with the Father". The individual has not dreamed that he can "do what he seeth the Father doing". An individual reshapes and modifies existing forms by manual labor and has given no attention to the question of whether he may produce things from formless substance by communicating his thoughts to it.

We propose to prove the he may do so - to prove that any man or woman may do so - and to show how. Our first step, we must lay down three fundamental propositions.

First, we assert that there is one original formless stuff or susbstance from which all things are made. All the seemingly many elements are but different presentations of one element. All the many forms found in organic and inorganic nature are but different shapes, made from the same stuff. And this stuff is thinking stuff - a thought held in it produces the form of the thought. Thought, in thinking substance, produces shapes. A human being is a thinking center, capable of original thought. If a person can communicate his thought to original thinking substance, he can cause the creation, or formation, of the thing he thinks about.

To summarize this: There is a thinking stuff from which all things are made, and which, in its original state, permeates, penetrates, and fills the interspaces of the universe. A thought in this substance produces the thing that is imaged by the thought. A person can form things in his thoght, and by impressing his thought upon formless substance, can cause the things he thinks about to be created.

It may be asked if I can prove these statements, and without going into details I answer that I can do so, both by logic and experience.

Reasoning back from the phenomena of form and thought, I come to one original thinking substance, and reasoning forward from this thinking substance, I come to a person's power to cause the formation of the thing he thinks about.

And by experiment, I find the reasoning true. This is my strongest proof.

If one person who reads this book get rich by doing what it tells him to do, that is evidence in support of my claim, but if every person who does what it tells him to do gets rich, that is positive proof unitl someone goes through the process and fails. The theory is true until the process fails, and this process will not fail, for everyone who does exactly what this book tells him to do will get rich.

I have said that people get rich by doig things in a certain way, and in order to do so, people must become able to think in certain way.

A person's way of doing things is the direct result of the way he thinks about things.

To do things in the way you want to do them, you will have to acquire te ability to think the way you think. This is the first step toward getting rich.

And to think what you want to think is to think TRUTH, regardless of apperances.

Every individual has the natural and inherent power to think what he wants to think, but it requires far more effort to do so than it does to think the thoughts which are suggested by appearances. To think according to appearances is easy; to think truth regardless of appearances is laborious and requires the expenditure of more power than any other work we are called upon to perform.

There is no labor from which most people shrink as they do from that of sustained and consecutive thought. It is the hardest work in the world. This is especially true when the truth is contrary to appearances. Every appearance in the visible world tends to produce a corresponding form in the mind which observes it, and this can only be prevented by holding the thought of the TRUTH.

To look upon the appearance of poverty will produce corresponding forms in your own mind,m unless you hold to the truth that there is no poverty; there is only abundance.

To think health when sorrounded by the appearance of disease or to think riches when in the midst of the appearances of poverty requires power, but whoever acquires this power becomes a master mind. That person can conquer fate and can have what he wants.

This power can only be acquired by getting hold of the basic fact which is behind all appearances, and that fact is that there is one thinking substance from which and by which all things are made.

Then we must grasp the trutch that every thought held in this substance becomes a form, and that a person can so impress his thoughts upon it as to cause them to take form and become visible things.

When we realize this we lose all doutb and fear, for we know that we can create what we want to create, we can get what we want to have, and can become what we want to be. As a first step toward getting rich, you must believe the three fundamental statements given previously in this chapter, and in order to emphasize them, I repeat them here:

There is a thinking stuff from which all things are made, and which, in tis original state, permeates, penetrates, and fills the interspaces of the universe. A thought in this substance produces the thing that is imaged by the thought. A person can form things in his thought, and by impressing his thought upon formless substance, can cause the thing he thinks about to be created.

You must lay aside all other concepts of the universe, and you must dwell upon this until it is fixed in your mind and has become your habitual thought. Read these statements over and over again. Fix every word upon your memory and meditate upon them until you firmly believe what they say. If a doubt comes to you, cast it aside. Do not listen to arguments against this idea. Do not go to churches or lectures where a contrary concept of things is taught or preached. Do not read magazines or books which teach a different idea. If you get mixed up in your understanding, belief,and faith, all your effors will be in vain.

Do not ask why these things are true nor speculate as to how they can be true. Simply take them on trust. The science of getting rich begins with the absolute acceptance of this.

Is Opportunity Monopolized

No one is kept poor because other people have monopolized the wealth and have put fence around it. You may be shut off from engaging in business in certain lines, but there are other channels open to you.

At different periods the tide of opportunity sets in different directions, according to the needs of the whole and the particular stage of social evolution which has been reached. There is abundace of opportunity for the persons who will go with tide, instead of trying to swim against it.

So workers, either as individuals or as a class, are not deprived of opportunity. The workers are not being "kept down" by their masters; they are not being "ground" by the trusts and big business. As a class, they are where they are because they do not do things in a certain way.

The working class my become the master class whenever they will begin to do things in a certain way. The law of wealth is the same for them as it si for all others. This they must learn, and they will remain where they are as long as they continue to do as they do. The individual worker, however, is not held down by an entire class' ignorance of these laws; he can follow th tide of opportunity to riches, and this book will tell him how.

No one is kept in poverty by a shortness in the supply of riches; there is more than enough for all. A palace as large as the capitol as Washington might be built for every family on earth from the building material in the United States alone, and under the intensive cultivation this country would produce wool, cotton, linen, and silk enough to clothe each person in the world finer than Solomon was arrayed in all his glory, togethere with food enough to feed them all luxuriously.

The visible supply is practically inexhaustible, and the invisible supply really is inexhaustible.

Everything you see on earth is made from original substance, out of which all things proceed. New forms are constantly being made, and older ones are dissolving, but all shapes assumed by one thing.

There is no limit to the supply of formless stuff, or original substance. The universe is made out of it, but it was not all used in making the universe. The spaces in, through, and between the forms of the visible universe are permeated and filled with the original substance, with the formless stuff - with the raw materials of all things. Ten thousand times as much as has been made might still be made, and even then we should not have exhausted the supply of universal raw material.

No one, therefore, is poor because nature is poor or becuase there is not enough to go around.

Nature is an inexhaustible storehouse of riches; the supply will never run short. Original substance is alive with creative energy, and is constantly producing more forms. When the supply of building material is exhausted, more will be produced. When the soil is is exhuasted so that food stuffs and materials for clothing will no longer grow upon it, it will be renewed or more soil will be made. When all the gold and siler has been dug from the earth, if humanity is still in such a stage of social development that it needs gold and silver, more will be produced from the formless. The formless stuff responds to the needs of mankind; it will not let the world be without any good thing.

This is true of humankind collectively. The race as a whole is always abundantly rich, and if individuals are poor it is becuase they do not follow the certain way of doing things which makes the individual rich.

The formless stuff is intelligent; it is stuff which thinks. It is alive and and is always impelled toward more life.

It is the natural and inherent impulse of life to seek to live more; it is the nature of intelligence to enlarge itself, and of conciousness to seek to extend its boundaries and find fuller expression. The universe of form has been made by formless living substance throwing itself into form in order to express itself more fully.

The universe i a great living presence, always moving inherently toward more life and fuller functioning. Nature is formed for the advancement of life, and its impelling motive is the increase of life. Becuase of this, everything which can possibly minister to life is bountifully provided. There can be no lack unless God is to contradict himself and nullify hiw own works.

You are not kept poor by lack in the supply of riches. Its is a fact which I shall demonstrate a little farther on that even the resources of the formless supply are at the command of the man or woman who will act and think in a certain way.

There Is A Science Of Getting Rich

There is a science of getting rich, and it is an exact science, like algebra or arithmetic. There are certain laws which govern the process of acquiring riches, and ocne these laws are learned and obeyed by anyone, that person will get rich with mathematical certainty.

The ownership of money and property comes as a result of doing things in a certain way, and those who do things in this certain way - whether on purpose or accidentally - get rich, while those who do not do things in this certain way - no matter how hard they work or how able they are - remain poor.

It is a natural law that like causes always produce like effects, and, therefore, any man or woman who learns to do things in this certain way will infallibly get rich.

That the above statement is true is shown by the following facts:

Getting rich is not a matter of environment, for if it were, all the people in certain neighborhoods would become wealthy. The people of one city would all be rich, while those of the other towns would all be poor, or all the inhabitants of one state would roll in wealth, while those on an adjoining state would be in poverty.

But everywhere we see rich and poor living side by side, in the same environment, and often engaged in the same vocations. When two poeple are in the same locality and in thes ame business, and one gets rich while the other remains poor, it shows that getting rich is not primarily a matter of environment. Some environmnet may be favorable than others, but when two people in the same business are in the same neighborhood and one gets rich while the other fails, indicates that getting rich is the result of doing things in a certain way.

And further, the ability to do things in this certain way is not due solely to the possession of talent, for many people who have bgreat talent remain poor, while others who have very litle talent get rich.

Studying the people who have gotten rich, we find that they are an average lot in all respects, having no greater talents and abilities than other people have. It is evident that they do not get rich because they possess talents and abilities that others do not have, but because they happne to do things in a certain way. Getting rich is not the result of saving, or thrift. Many very penurious people are poor, while free spenders often get rich.

Nor is getting rich due to doing things which others fail to do, for two people in the same business often do almost exactly the same things, and one gets rich while the other remains poor or becomes bankrupt.

From all these things, we must come to the conclusion that getting rich is the result of doing things in a certain way.

If getting rich is the resullt of doing things in a certain way, and if like causes always produce like effects, tehn any man or woman who can do things in that way can become rich, and whole matter is brought within the domain of exact science.

The question arises here as to whether this certain way may not be so difficult that only a few may follow it. As we have seen, this cannot be true (as far as natural ability is concerned). Talented people get rich, and blockheads get rich; intellectually brilliant people get rich and very stupid people get rich; physicall strong people get rich, and weak and sickly people get rich.

Some degree of ability to think and understand is, of course, essential , but insofar as natural ability is concerned, any man or woman who has sense enough to read and understand these words can certainly get rich.

Also, we have seen that is is not a matter of enviroment. Yes, location counts for something. One would not got to the heart of Sahara and expect to do successful business.

Getting rich involves the necessity of dealing with people and of being where there are people to deal with, and if these people are inclined to deal in the way you want to deal, so much the better. But that is about as far as environment goes. If anybody else in your town can get rich, so can you, and if anybody else in your state can get rich, so can you.

Again, it is not a matter of choosing some particular business or profession. People get rich in every business and in every profession, while their next door neighbors in the very same vocation remain in poverty.

It is true that you will do best in a business which you like and which is congenial to you. And if you have certain talents which are well developed, you will do best in a business which calls for the exercise of those talents.

Also, you will do best in a business which is suited to your locality: An ice cream parlor would do better in a warm climate than in Greenland, and a salmon fishery will succeed better in the northwest than in Florida, where there are no salmon.

But aside from these general limitations, getting rich is not dependent upon your engaging in some particular business, but upon your learning to do things in a certain way. If you are now in business and anybody else in your locality is getting rich the same business, while you are not getting rich, it is simply because you are not doing things in the same way that the other person is doing them.

No one is prevented from getting rich by lack of capital. True, as you get capital the increase becomes more easy and rapid, but one who has capital is alreadhy rich and does not need to consider how to become so. No matter how poor your may be, if your begin to do things in the certain way you will begin to get rich and you will begin to have capital. The getting of capital is a part of the process of getting rich and it is a part of the result which invariably follows the doing of things in the certain way.

You may be the poorest person on the continent and be deeply in debt. You may have neigher frieds, influence, nor resources, but if you begin to get rich, for like causes must produce like effects. If you have no capital, you can get capital. If your are in the wrong business, you can get into the right business. If you are in the wrong location, you can go to the right location.

And you can do so by beginning in your present business and in your present location to do things in the certain way which will always causes success. You must begin to live in harmony with the laws governing the universe.